I said

I said I won't.
So I will NOT.

believe self deprecating thoughts.
listen to things that aren't true.
not take care of myself.

I will fight for my thoughts.  Taking each of them captive.
I will believe in myself
and know that I was created for specific purposes.
I will pursue my dreams.
I will give my all.

This will not be just a phase. 
something I start but never finish.

I'm going to finish and finish strong.

I said "I'm going to."
So I WILL.